I know this will never get to you in anyway possible because you want nothing to do with me. But I've always wanted to ask... Why do you hate me? Why do you tell lies and yell insults? Yes. I do stupid things. Very stupid things. I make mistakes. I mess up. I fall on my face. And I learn from it. But you have the outright nerve to tell me I should stay there on the ground when I fall flat. Why do you like to cause me pain? Where is the person I used to smile at and say hello to every day? It's gotten so worse that police were even called. Am I really that terrible? Or is it you who is terrible. Is it you who is the one causing the trouble. You. You are the one who's heart has frozen over. A wasteland of nothing but cold dark hate. It used to be warm and sunny. I used to think you were amazing and kind. But look at us now... At eachothers thoats. Seeing who will slip up first. Just waiting. Waiting. To see who will fall flat. We wait. We wait to see who throws an insult. Who makes a mistake. Who laughs a little too loud. Who is them self. It sickens me that you are like this now. I wish it could be as it were when I was young. Laughing. Smiling. Saying hello. Talking. And just having a good time. I really miss it. So, if you ever do happen to find this and read it. I want you to know that I know somewhere in your heart, theres a tiny light. Just waiting, like the rest of us, to grow bigger. So I'll smile and speak kind words, even when you do not. At the hope that you will change for the better. I hope it can be the way it was. We just need a little time.